Hello everyone long time no talk. How is everyone? Good?
I have been living at my new house for at least two months and the town is wonderful. It's peaceful and there is no yelling, gun shoots going off, and fights at odd hours of the night. I love it here. I feel that I can be the person I always dreamed of, peaceful, happy, walk in a neighborhood and people will say hi to you or smile. How come people are not like that in Minneapolis? There are so many answers to my questions, I just have to find them.
Of course I miss my family and friends, I love them dearly. I just wish my shyness didn't take over my social life. People may think that I forgot about them and I don't. I think of all the good times we had. I sometimes find myself smiling like a weirdo but I don't care, I love the memories that I made with them. My friends slowly made me come out of my shell and express myself. When I told them about my past they stayed, that's what made me smile. My Family, we had our ups and downs but we stayed together no matter what. I found out that one of my family members is going to have a child, her first child. I was so proud of her and each picture she put up I would 'like' it to show that I'm there for her even in another town.
Many people are starting their life and I feel so happy for them. But I always ask myself, when does mine start?
I don't know.
That is the answer that runs through my head all the time. I know it will start one day, but its the matters of when.
Peace & Love ~
The Teenage Blogger