My Past Came Back to Haunt Me

What I mean is that a couple days ago I was being bullied by these two guys. One of them said that I wish that I was fully white and that I hate all white people. Now I never said those words cause if I did my mother would be highly disappointed in me. Once I got home I went to my room and cried it out and I told my mom and she called the school. The next day I went to school and my teacher talked to me and I told him, another staff member seamed concerned so she asked and I told her. I went to the main teacher of my cooking class cause that's where it happened. I told her and she was shocked at what I said and I cried in front of her.
Now they are doing an investigation to see if I'm telling a story or not and I would never lie about something like that.

What's Been Going on Lately

Well there has been some stuff on my mind and I don't like keeping it in. I have been asked out about two weeks after my birthday which was January 26. I know this post is going to sound like I want you guys to feel sorry for me but, its not that. Its my first time that I got a confession from a guy. Lets say he did it the old fashion way "Would you like to go out with me? check Yes or No" , I know right?
  I refused on the spot. I'm not ready for a relationship just yet but he is trying his best to make me like him but its the opposite, He is making me dislike him more and more. I'm not acting like myself anymore. I have to put a "mask" on just to hide how much pain I'm in around the people that I care about. Its like every time he's around I feel uncomfortable every time he's there. If I made eye contact with him I give him the deadliest stare that he has ever seen. Well not that much but you get what I'm saying.
   People that know me knows that I hate it when guys try to impress me or people in general. I have been losing a couple hours of sleep and not eating that much because I'm so stressed out. Why does life have to give me challenges that is a little to difficult for me to handle?

Life is like a very long TV show, without a remote control. - http://coolfunnyquotes.com

This quote is so true, who agrees?



Nun, es gab einige Sachen auf meinem Kopf und ich mag es nicht halten es in. Ich worden sind etwa zwei Wochen nach meinem Geburtstag, 26. Januar gefragt wurde. Ich weiß, dieser Beitrag wird klingen wie ich euch zu bemitleiden mich wollen, aber es ist nicht so. Seine mein erstes Mal, dass ich ein Geständnis bekam von einem Kerl. Lets sagen, er tat es die altmodische Art "Möchten Sie mit mir gehen möchte? Check Yes or No", ich weiß, nicht wahr?

   Ich weigerte mich, auf der Stelle. Ich bin nicht bereit für eine Beziehung nur noch nicht, aber er versucht sein Bestes, um mich wie ihm zu machen, aber es ist das Gegenteil, er macht mich mögen ihn mehr und mehr. Ich bin nicht handeln wie ich nicht mehr. Ich habe eine "Maske" auf, nur um zu verbergen, wie viel Schmerz, den ich in etwa die Menschen, die mir wichtig bin setzen. Es ist wie jedes Mal, wenn er etwa ich mich unwohl jedes Mal ist er rund fühlen. Wenn ich Blickkontakt mit ihm, dass ich ihm die tödlichsten Blick, dass er je gesehen hat. Also, nicht so viel, aber Sie bekommen, was ich sage.

    Menschen, die mich kennen wissen, dass ich es hasse, wenn Leute zu mir oder Menschen im Allgemeinen zu beeindrucken versuchen. Ich habe zu verlieren ein paar Stunden Schlaf und nicht zu essen so viel, weil ich so bin gestresst. Warum Leben zu geben mich herausfordert, das ist ein wenig zu schwer für mich zu handhaben?Life is like a very long TV show, without a remote control. - http://coolfunnyquotes.com


Dieses Zitat ist so wahr, die stimmt?

Peace & Love ~

The Teenage Blogger

Cleverbot or not to Cleverbot That is the Question

Nice title huh? I was thinking of putting up funny chats with the Cleverbot. Because for the first time it was funny and I showed everyone(well almost everyone)They laughed at it but its blocked from my school. What a bummer. On the laptop thing I'm waiting for the right time to get one. I just need a job first. I'm spending on the things that I need at the moment instead of something that is just a waste of time and money. I know this is going to be a short post but you'll see me again or read.

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The Teenage Blogger

Hey Sexy Lady!

I have that song stuck in my head and its been about a few days. I don't really care cause its a really good song. Does anyone agree? I have Been watching a lot of RuPauls Drag Race. I just love RuPaul because he is fun to watch. I have been watching his shows for about a year or two and my mom loves the show too. If you don't like men in drag then the show isn't for you. I got to say that my favorite drag queen on the show has to be Alyssa Edwards. She is funny but there is a contestant that is on there and her name is Coco. I must say that she over reacts on most of the stuff that happens on the show. You have to see the show for yourself.

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The Teenage Blogger

I Can't Think Right Now

My brain is turning to mush and it makes me go blank then I just act even more crazy than I already am. Ok, I am over reacting just a tad bit to much, but that's how I feel at the moment. I had sugar but I think that just made it worse. I need to take a picture of the news letter that came out last month. I need to remind myself to do that and to post it.

Peace & Love ~
The Teenage Blogger

您好！

我在写中国，但我不知道如果我得到了它的正确与否。既然不能从英语切换到中国，我会坚持与谷歌，直到我能找到另一种方式来做到这一点。因此，我将介绍自己，让你可爱的人可以更了解我。我的名字是卡珊德拉，但你可以叫我卡西。我从明尼苏达，我刚满19岁，上周六。
我会停下来，现在看到它。好吗？

和平和爱〜
青少年的Blogger

Hurp-a-Lurp

Just another day sitting in school, bored out of my mind, and playing games on the computer just to pass the time. Yup, It's just one of those days. Good thing is that once I get home there is a bed that is calling my name. I didn't know that sleep will be so precious once you hit your late teens. Everyone must know what I'm talking about, right?
     I'll be cuddling up to my cat Tigger, even though she isn't that much of a cuddle bug but I don't care =]
I just like the way she purrs it just relaxes you to a point where your knocked out cold
I just remembered about the newsletter. I know I'm late about it. I will take pictures of it so you lovely people can see or read it. I'm so proud of myself =]

Gerade ein anderer Tag sitzen in der Schule, aus meinem Kopf gelangweilt, und Spielen auf dem Computer, nur um die Zeit zu vertreiben. Yup, es ist nur einer von diesen Tagen. Gute Sache ist, dass, sobald ich nach Hause komme gibt es ein Bett, das meinen Namen rufen wird. Ich wusste nicht, dass der Schlaf wird so kostbar, wenn Sie Ihre späten Teenager treffen. Jeder muss wissen, was ich rede, nicht wahr?

Ich werde kuscheln meine Katze Tigger, obwohl sie nicht so viel von einer Kuscheln Bug, sondern ist mir egal =]

Ich mag die Art, wie sie schnurrt es nur entspannt zu einem Punkt, wo Ihr draußen in der Kälte klopfte

Ich erinnerte zum Newsletter. Ich weiß, ich bin zu spät darüber. Ich nehme Bilder, so dass Sie nette Leute sehen oder lesen. Ich bin so stolz auf mich =]

Peace and Love~
The Teenage Blogger

I'm Back

I was sick the whole time and I don't know how long it has been. Anyways, it was my birthday on Saturday and I am one year closer to 20 -hint hint-

I didn't do much just recovering from a cold which sucked big time but, my brother is awesome. He got me cheesecake and not any cheesecake, dark chocolate cheese cake. I must say I had to stop myself from eating all of it.

Ich war krank die ganze Zeit und ich weiß nicht, wie lange es her ist. Wie auch immer, es war mein Geburtstag am Samstag und ich bin 1 Jahr näher an 20-hint hint-


Ich habe nicht viel tun, nur erholt sich von einer Erkältung, die große Zeit gesaugt, aber mein Bruder ist genial. Er hat mir Käsekuchen und keine Käsekuchen, dunkle Schokolade Käsekuchen. Ich muss sagen, ich musste mich vom Essen alle ihn zu stoppen.

Undo edits

Alpha

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The Teenage Blogger

I Feel Sick

Lately I have been feeling sick with a head ache and a stomach ache. I posted this a couple of days ago but, it's bothering me so bad. I told my mom and she told me to tell the doctor how I'm feeling. I took some stomach medicine so I can deal with it while I'm at school because I'll be playing a sport today...even though I do get hurt a lot in floor hockey. Like last week for example, Someone hit me with the ball on my chest and lets say this for you boys out there, it feels like you got kicked in the balls. When I was in pain and try to find a way to deal with it...the other team scored -.-

    I just find it unfair that the other team got a point while the I was in pain. That should be in the rule book that's all I'm saying. It was fun we laughed most of the time cause of how the people react when they have the ball or just getting it.

In letzter Zeit habe ich Übelkeit mit einem Kopfschmerzen und Magenschmerzen. Ich stellte diese ein paar Tage her, aber es stört mich so schlecht. Ich erzählte meiner Mutter und sie erzählte mir, den Arzt wie ich mich fühle erzählen. Ich habe einige Magen Medizin, damit ich mit ihm umgehen kann, während ich in der Schule, weil ich spielen sein, um einen Sport heute bin ... obwohl ich viel in Unihockey nicht verletzt werden. Wie letzte Woche zum Beispiel jemand mich zu schlagen mit dem Ball auf meiner Brust und können sagen, dies für Sie Jungs da draußen, es fühlt sich wie Sie in die Eier getreten wurde. Wenn ich Schmerzen hatte und versuchen, einen Weg, damit umzugehen ... die andere Mannschaft erzielt -. -

     Ich finde es einfach unfair, dass die andere Mannschaft einen Punkt bekam, während die I hatte Schmerzen. Das sollte in der Regel Buch, das alles, was ich sage, ist sein. Es hat Spaß gemacht lachten wir die meiste Zeit Ursache, wie die Leute reagieren, wenn sie den Ball haben oder einfach nur bekommen es.

Peace & Love ~

The Teenage Blogger

My Birthday...

My Birthday is next week.
Yay =]
And I realized, that I am getting old. I know 19 years of age isn't old but, I do act more mature than people that is my own age...And I like older things that is way before my time and its not the 80's, 70's, and 60's. Lets say from Judy Garland to Charlie Chaplin.
Yeah, that old.
You notice, that I am using Goggle to translate this but I want to know if it sounds right to you lovely people.
I'll be using Chinese soon I'm just planing when to use it.

Mein Geburtstag ist nächste Woche.

Yay =]

Und ich erkannte, dass ich alt werde. Ich weiß, 19 Jahre alt ist nicht alt, aber ich handeln reifer als Menschen, die in meinem Alter ist ... Und Ich mag ältere Dinge, so ist vor meiner Zeit und es ist nicht der 80, 70er und 60er Jahre. Sagen wir von Judy Garland, um Charlie Chaplin.

Ja, so alt.

Man merkt, dass ich mit Google, das zu übersetzen, aber ich möchte wissen, ob es das Richtige für Sie nette Leute klingt.

Ich werde mit chinesischen bald ich bin nur Hobeln, wenn es nutzen zu können.



Peace & Love ~
The Teenage Blogger

A Little Break...

As you guys seen that I haven't been on very much.

On Thursday, I got a message from my father that my uncle passed away the day before.

Saturday, I went to my Big Ma's house(for those who doesn't know what it means it means grand mother down south) and lets say it was very...how should I say...Interesting. 

I won't go into details I will keep that to my self...for now until I'm ready.

But, I still have a head ache from Saturday and it always make my stomach hurt T^T

Wie euch gesehen, dass ich nicht auf sehr viel durchgemacht.


Am Donnerstag erhielt ich eine Nachricht von meinem Vater, dass mein Onkel starb am Tag zuvor.


Samstag, ging ich zu meinem Big Ma Haus (für diejenigen, die nicht wissen, was es bedeutet es bedeutet Oma unten im Süden) und können sagen, es war sehr ... wie soll ich sagen ... Interesting.



Ich werde nicht ins Detail gehen werde ich das zu mir selbst zu halten ... für jetzt, bis ich fertig bin.


Aber ich habe immer noch ein Kopf schmerzen vom Samstag und es immer mein Magen weh T ^ T

Peace & Love ~

The Teenage Blogger

Herp a Derp

I'm just feeling....

Silly today

I don't know why but I do

Well, the whole week up til now I have been feeling that way.

I feel relaxed at the moment and not......Bleh

But I realized, that I have became more active on here and physically.

In my Computer Recycling class which I take apart things like printers, radios, servers, things of that sort.

Well since I go there Monday and Wednesday I tend to get hurt....A Lot.

I'm not breaking any bones or anything I'm just getting cuts on my hands(of course)

And it happened twice this week.

I just cant just keep myself out of harms way.

Nun, die ganze Woche bis bis jetzt habe ich das Gefühl, dass Art und Weise.


Ich fühle mich im Moment entspannt und nicht ...... Bleh


Aber ich merkte, dass ich immer mehr aktiv hier und physisch.


In meinem Computer Recycling-Klasse die ich auseinander nehmen Dinge wie Drucker, Radios, Server, Dinge dieser Art.


Nun, da ich dort Montag und Mittwoch gehe ich eher zu verletzen .... A Lot zu bekommen.


Ich bin nicht brechen keine Knochen oder etwas, was ich bin gerade erst Schnitte an meinen Händen (natürlich)


Und es geschah zweimal in dieser Woche.


Ich kippe gerade halte mich aus der Gefahrenzone zu.


Peace & Love ~

The Teenage Blogger

(Used goggle translator)

Guess what I'm writing...

I'm writing a newsletter for my school and its my first time writing one =D

And I got to say, its pretty fun

Even though you lose some sleep over it

But it is well worth it.

 You will feel proud once you look at the finishing product

But it is in progress as we speak

I will let you guys know once its out.

Peace & Love ~
The Teenage Blogger

Happy New Year!

Well not for me I was sick on New Years Eve

What a great way to start off the new year -_-

Well I came up with some things that I want to stick to(even though I fail almost every year)

• Lose up to 20+ lbs

• Work harder at things for example chores

• Get out more

• Try to find a job IF I move

• Cut out Beef and Chicken and eat fish and/or seafood and sweets 

 Peace & Love ~
The Teenage Blogger

*yawn*

Sleepy, Sleepy, Sleepy 

I'm always sleepy, so just call me Sleepy 

I'm thinking of writing in German (even though I hardly know any)

I want to learn how to speak it so I can travel there

I want to use a translator website 

like for example Google

I also might be writing in Chinese 

when I get the chance.

Soo what do you think?

Peace & Love ~

The Teenage Blogger

What are you guys doing for the holidays?

Cute Pic of the Day:

For me I'm just spending time with my family

And I can tell that I'll be busting a gut cause we are silly like that

I don't really need gifts from some one all I want for Christmas is you xD

Just kidding

But I just want family cause you only get one mother or father so I'll spend it wisely

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The Teenage Blogger

12/12/12

There is a boy in New York that is born December 12, 2000

He was born at 12:12pm

Too many twelves for meh brain @.@

But when you say it it sounds a little bit like a tongue twister xD

It was hard for me to say it a couple of times

You guys should try it

Peace & Love ~
The Teenage Blogger

Happy December!!

I know I'm a little late on the intro 

But I was busy as a bee

I am starting to vlog more but I want to even it out with the posts on this blog

I'm in school right know and I only have a few minutes left of class 

I know I'm not supposed to blog when I'm in school 

But its more fun to be sneaky >=]

 

 Just Playing

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The Teenage Blogger

Minnesota Celebrities: Jane Russell

Jane Russell

Ernestine Jane Geraldine Russell (Jane Russell) was born June 21, 1921 in Bemidji, Minnesota. She is the only daughter and the eldest out of five children. Her first movie was The Outlaw(1943), When she moved to Southern California she was urged by her mother to take up piano and modeling, also drama and acting. In 1953, she stared in Gentlemen Prefer Blondes (1953) with Marilyn Monroe. 

   Now, Gentlemen Prefer Blondes Is one of my Top Ten Favorite Movies of all time. It is a great movie and its a good family film. I watched the movie about three or four times and it never gets old. Jane Russell plays a show girl along with her friend Marilyn Monroe, who has a rich fiance. Did you guys ever herd of the saying "Diamonds are a girls best friend."? 

That saying came from that movie and it is also a song. Very catchy I must say.

Jane Russell passed away February 28, 2011 of respiratory failure at her home in Santa Maria.

Peace & Love ~

The Teenage Blogger

Hello My Peeps...

I am now working on Jane Russell and I'm trying to get it up as soon as possible.

I want to work on history in old movies to historical events that changed the world forever.

I am thinking of doing the Titanic after Jane Russell

The reason why is that I find the Titanic very interesting and I want to sum it up for people who doesn't really understand it.

Last Friday I went to the Como Zoo with my sister and it was really fun and some of the animals made us laugh our heads off.

Peace & Love ~
The Teenage Blogger